thankyouse.

for frgn facebook spam, massive card, videos, letters, poem, hbd's, cookies, powerpoints xD, texts, calls, webcam sesh's, presents, cakes loll. i love youse <3

but still cbz.

sleep deprived.

and just when i thought you'd disappeared from my life, here you are again. screw up my life more man. nobody understands you and everyone hates you, you know that right? so stop being a betch to all of us. freaking parametrics, you suck.

haah, so while everyone was finishing off their speeches/analyticals/creatives on sunday, i did virtually nothing. well, one maths question from a 3unit past paper.. but i didn't even finish that, LOL. what fail.  

mmmm, so bus'ed to castle hill library after church in attempt to 'rape 3u maths questions', but we all know what happened there. our study sesh was pretty fail. i ended up doing more general maths questions and reading over/editing esl essay rather than 3u maths or adv eng speech, LOLL. and we spent half the time trying to make wireless work on the laptop.. but it didn't.  it was fun though, hah. transportation was fail too. oh gosh, what a fail day. i ended up missing 2 buses :(, which came hourly coz it was sunday..   what a bummer.

raah. soo, 4 down, just 1 to go :). i'm so not looking forward to waking up before 7. just do to the test in morning class.. it defies my body's clockwork! D:  but chyeahhh, i did my engrish speech today 8). hahahahah, the funny thing was.. i went over the time limit by almost 30 seconds LOLL. but the timer didn't ring the bell until i finished. ILY PREEET, rofl :) 

so yes. i have no life. to the extent that moodle is on my homepage speed dial. yeah, that's pretty sad. guten tagg.

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we the redeemed, hear us singing
you are holy, you are holyy <33333
frick, i love you so much. 
you're my saviour :D

ilyjc! 

good morning, cyber world.

chyeah, i'm up early today 8). though by the time i post this, it probably won't be early anymore. i don't have anything to say, i'm just procrastinating. lol.

saturday's to do list:
- finish writing my uncreative creative.
- ......i think that's it, LOLL.

yes! today will be a lonely day :(. but that's what you get for having no creativity whatsoever. damnit, stupid brain. 

hahh, 2u maths assessment on friday/yesterday. it was longer than expected, but ohwell. i was super high that morning from not sleeping properly the night before, but just for that one period. everything from then onwards i don't recall. my brain died from doing my exam too fast, with 10minutes to spare. which will probably mean half the exam doesn't make sense. WTH, for a 2u exam, sighhh. 

oh lol. this is what happened period four; we had jap with arkins & our tiny jap class (with only like 7 people). 20 minutes into the period she still hadn't shown up, hah. so we went to the senior study and practically had a free :D. then with like 10minutes til lunch we pretended to look for her, it was like playing hide and seek around the school LOL. t'was quite epic, hah. 

only one and a half weeks of school left til we hit our 5/6 week holiday :) and then it's back to no-life, hahah. that's already a quarter of year 12 DONE, how exciting. bring it on hsc, i'll be waiting for you. 

yaaaaaayyye, cleveland beat pheonix :D. but their jerseys were extreemely ugly. like seriously, bright blue and red?! gross. cavs are coming third in the eastern conference :)

ilovethis.



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indescribable, uncontainable
you placed the stars in the sky and you know them by name
you are amazing, god.

i know that i don't need to stress or worry, coz at the end of the day, you're all that matters. the things of the earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of your glory and grace. thankyou <3

ilyjc. 

happy summertimeeee!

dorks in puffy pants and jumpsuits: I♥YOUSE, dtubs. 

i chopped off bits of my hair again today, i was bored. but then i realised how much work i'd had to do before the weekend to prepare for assessments.

2 down, 3 to go.

i'm so relieved that we don't have assessments for japanese extension and PE until our actual AP3's next term/year. well we do for pe, but that's due next year :).

FIRST ASSESSMENT THAT COUNTED TOWARDS HSC, EVER.. was chem. it was a lot easier than i thought, though i've probably made little silly mistakes - but i swear ethylene + liquid bromine --> 1,2-dibromoethane! not bromoethene + HBr, that's just wroonngggggg :(. loll. hopefully i didn't do too badly..
second assessment : jap listening. i freaked myself out so much because i only remembered about it 10pm the night before. so i was a tad screwed. buuut it turned out okay, and my freaking out was unnecessary :)
third: maths two unit on fridayyy
fourth assessment: engrishhh. which is actually next monday. i finished my analytical and speech today! yeesss. just need to work on my uncreative creative over the weekend :).
last: maths three unit, during morning class. noooo :( i'll have to wake up extra early that day. 

and the day after my assessments will be fun (^) .. hopefully :D
you see how sad my life is now? i even blog about assessments, urgh.

i don't think i have much to say. year 12 is turning everybody into anti-social nerdy hermit crabs 8). hah, shall be a fun year.

..but i've still got time for youtube, LOL :D



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HEELLOO :) I LOVE YOU! you're kooler than everything considered kool. combined. and probably a million times more, hah. you're amazinggg <3

ilyjc!

to do:

- get off facebook  DONE! 
- stop youtubing 
- stop watching gossip girl/himym/glee/whitecollar/ANYTHING. 
- stop refreshing NBA website 
- pause blogging 
- do my laundry 
- finish chemistry research 
- write english analytical and creative   
- "study" for maths 2&3u, ew. 
- watch jap drama to "enhance listening skills" ;) 
- revise pdhpe jack 
- finish reading 'what's so amazing about grace?' 
- all that other homework i don't recall.

i think by the end of that list i'll have no life.

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you are the lord, forever your truth shall reign
heaven and earth rejoice in your holy name
you'll be exalted,

ilyjc!

i love you jesus.

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3 years of being in your family! (^)
ilyjc :)

my day.

i miss you physics crew! :(

my water jug thing tipped itself over and now my chair's all wet, and i'm sitting in an awkward position. hello, blog. i'm probably not going to update you as often now, if you've noticed. but i shall try to maintain an average of 8/9 posts a month, hah. i'd like to think that i have nothing better to do, but i do. 

everything's moving so fast now, and it seems like year 10 and 11 was soo long ago. i think there's just so much to do in senior years that you forget what junior years were like. stuff like PE prac lessons, science lessons - not just chem/phy/bio but like everything, stupid maths lessons where no real effort is actually required, no morning/lunch classes, and the days where we'd only stress over pointless, trivial things that don't count in junior school. i feel old :( not to mention that i won't be 16 for much longer, boooo. and i'm still so immature, loll.

so for the past week i've been walking to and from school, which i practically never did before except the times when i got ditched and i had to. and since i'm nowhere near a morning person, it's such a pain getting up earlier.. especially when there's morning class. like this morning. and yeah, i was already running late coz i turned my alarm off at 6.50am when it first rang. stupid move. ended up having to walk faster than usual to school with already blistered feet. turns out the back gate of the school was locked. in fact, all the gates were locked =0= except the carpark gate. stupid school. made us walk around the wholee school - for non cherrybrook people, you don't understand how far it is :( - and took like an extra 15 minutes. so i was late on top of being late. 

and i thought that today could not have gotten worse. with no free periods and a morning, ewww. though double english was fun :). maasssivee dnm sesh in front of the library computers watching angry librarians do stocktake, hah. i missed that. no not angry librarians, when we losers would hang out just by ourselves every lunch and recess, lolll. got nothing done :Doh yeah, one thing i found funny. which wasn't really that funny but i'm easily amused. i sent an email to myself from my school email address of my 'essay plan' (not really, i just did it so it looks like i was doing something) and titled the email 'as you freaking like it' - our text is 'as you like it'. i ended up getting an email that said "email dropped - offensive language". or maybe coz i had the word 'crap' in the email. but LOLLL, they scan emails for offensive language, swear words and that? hahaha. schools are funny. 

in pe, we started our new year 12 seating plans for "optimal learning benefits". i got put at the very back of the classroom with huge people in front of me. if you're a creepy weird person who doesn't know me reading this, just know that i'm pretty much midget. AND DON'T READ MY BLOG..... even though it's my fault for putting my whole life up here anyway, how sad. i officially dub that seat as the worst in the classroom, considering the fact that i'm midget. there's also a super flickery light directly above it, so i probably won't get anything done for the next year in pe. jooy.

so, to build up the pressured atmosphere (HAHAHAHHA! ..lame) of year 12, assessment period slash pre-half yearlies are coming up. and for once, i'm hating this time of year. but for everyone else not in year 12, it's probably the best time right now for them. year 10's get to do nothing at school in anticipation for formal. hsc'ers are probably all gone overseas/holidays. juniors have nothing to do anyway but probably watch lame movies in class. uni people finish their finals. parents/everyone else doing chrismas shopping. mmmm.. but that's okay, it's only 12 months of our lives wasted with our faces glued to textbooks 8).

lakers pretty much pwned oklahoma just now. but that's pretty much expected anyway, lol. it's alright durant, i still think you're awesome :). and you don't suck as much as you did in my expectations. i don't think that sentence was grammatically correct, but ohwell. cleveland and boston are pretty much equal right now, hahahh. and so are orlando and atlanta. oklahoma was equal to houston before, hahahahahhahahahahha. wth hawks, why doing so pro suddenly? not to mention PHEONIX, you guys normally suck! sif be coming first in western conference.. and nuggets! wht happened to you guys man :(

mmkae, enough nba for now. you're flooding my youtube subscriptions page and distract me from studying DX. no that second part was a lie. i should study.

oh i saw this a while ago but i never posted it coz i wasn't bothered to blog just to post a video. i doubt that anyone watches the vids i post haha. but that's okay, it makes me feel good if i think you are watching . :)

these are creeping up to my alltimefavouriteyoutubevids :D

if you read all that, congratulations. i just wasted your time in which you could've read a different set of 1000 words, hah! i don't even know if that makes sense, but it does it my head 8).hope you have a nice week. :)

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you are the way, the truth and the life.
we live by faith, and not by sight
for you, we're living all for you.

there's noone else in this world
that could love us like you do.
someone who loves us enough to die upon that cross
and save us from the punishment we deserve.
you were perfect, yet you still took on our sins.
you're worthy of all our praises

you're MY way, MY truth, and MY life. i love you jesus.

ilyjc ♥